In search of rock bottom

To the extent that money is important to me, going bankrupt will be one measure of a rock bottom.
It has never been. So I have been bankrupt four times.
To the extent that possessions are valued highly, not having them or losing them, could trigger the rock bottom clause in the contract of my sanity.
Possessions? Not really. Not really at all.
Then there are people. How badly have you destroyed relationships, savaged people’s self-confidence, wreaked havoc on their belief in life?
Above all that matters. And that rock bottom hits home the hardest, then. Killing me softly.